I’ve been battling with something during this 21 days of prayer & fasting. I am not familiar with what it is. However, my friend Lynn knows. She prayed for me when I got home and was feeling angry and dirty. She prayed 1 John 4:4. I had invited the Holy Spirit into my Heart during the prayer session in the church. That was right and True. However, this adversary didn’t like it. I have good support, now. I may not know what I’M doing, however the LORD has given me strong soldiers around me. I can freely and happily eat at the table for me, in front of the Adversaries around me.
I woke up from a dream, from DreamWalker World, it had 2 dimensions. One was more like a regular dream, not much Lucidity. The other was more like talking to someone Real, no crazy imagery, just talking to my Father and his Supreme Right Hand Man, my Mentor who had given me his Library. He gave me a portion of my inheritance and healed me. When I woke up, after showing him how I thought my Mind was broken or misaligned, my body reanimated. I was still partially asleep, but I turned off the light, and closed my eyes and felt and saw, in my mind, my organs and parts of me coming to life. I didn’t know I was half dead, however, how could I? It was like breath being breathed into different parts of me, and they became like orbs or stars through a 2d filter. They moved with Life, each one a different pattern of Qi or Prana or Orgone. I was animated by the Holy Spirit, renewed, reborn. It’s a process, like watering and feeding a dying plant, it recovers slowly, it seems, but not to the plant.
I said to myself ~ I’m like the Living Dead come to Life, I thought I was living, however, now I’m more alive! I didn’t think it was possible in the material world. When I was 30 I started to feel pain and deteriorate and it seemed like a downhill slide toward the grave. Now I can’t say what happens tomorrow or 10 years from today, only God can say, because only God knows, this is how it felt. Is this what it’s like to be Reborn?
The Life I Have Lived 